teach the lesson bout guys..

got to go with my own way...yeah some people say dont ever lay on somebody after sometimes..bcoz one day when the people go it will make me suffer..n yet when people say all kind of sweet talk..dont you ever fall with..coz it will make u hurt ..i realise when a person say to me..but that not it..my bestie tell me dont fall in love with u prey..coz u will never know wat happen to you..yeah..already fall..but i think i can make through it..yeah my priority now is to rid away my feeling..include love,kind and anything else..have to be strong 4 my future..coz yeah if i lay to somebody for a long time i can be spoil person..that not good rite?n also i dont   want to be selfish person..i love all my group because only with them i can be children..n hell yeah..we have two more addiction family..they name is anjank n D..that we call them..yeah so much fun when u know another person..n add it as  ur family...but that not that story..n to them welcome to our family keyh...hmm..enough with that..the only i try to do is to move on...can i really let them go..?all i know from the start of my life i be raise by a guy..so much guy around me..even if i have parents..yeah only with them i feel so much safe..i take them as my brother,my royal guard n so much..if people ask me if i like them?no that is not my life..i feel like when i useless..they came n make me like i am worthy..that all..is that so bad..nah..now i think i have to move on and live like normal gurlz..now u have to stop being like boy..hehe..althought that i also have to gather all my strenght and ready to begin my new life ,,guitar ,write another story ,i have to kept my life busy ..n hell yeah have to make a tough decision..haha..n yeah i the kind of gurlz who want to be weird..yes..that i am..but sometimes i do have question in my own?do i ready?can i be that all alone..n most important can i really faces the future?on my own?how bout the past ?will it come n hunting me? do i really prepared to overcome this situation?hell no..i not ready..part of me will always in the dark..part of another of me will overcome only listening to music..music is the way i enjoy my life,..i sorry if i not the same..if i only lay at u all i will become spoil princess..now or never i must overcome my attitude..i dont deserve u all..it is too annoyed if i become n spoil princess..n last word from i dont really need u all..thanks a lot keyh..i better off alone...