hmmm....
i was happy coz abg give present n wan n syai come to my house..
it was a blast...we tell story bout us...
our school life was a blast..then i go to downtown with them..so cute..
they call LING2,SWEETHEART N BABY...
ooo..so sweet ...they all like dont touch my baby...haha...it was a great memory..i like it...the one who call me baby was like hey dont touch my baby..haha...so sweet..i have a great time...in the same time i wear t-shirt that abg give to me...abg so nice...kind..but sometimes he is da player after all..he give me hmm...black with green stripe shirt..he always know wat i want...hmm...but in my happyness there always a sadness for me...sometime i thinking wat did i do wrong?where is the mistake?y me?y not other?sometimes i also think that there is not benefit for me in this worlds..
havent u guys think that u all not belong to this world?havent u guys think the way i think?hmm?i was a princess...i do wat i want...every step that i take for my life i only need mom n allah...nothing more...but everyday the more i grow the more pressure on my shoulder...i have so many friends that threat me like i the one..but to me n them that the way we all keep each other,,,,but to someone he cant see me with other boys...y?i dont know...he not my lover not everything to me...he juz adopted brother...i like abg coz he never be like him...i dont know wat am i saying..i juz too sad..y huh?people cannot see me happy?wat did i do wrong?pls someone tell me..?i want to fixed it..i dont want live in a life like this..there is no benefit,,,,i juz want a happyness...y give me a sadness?i dont deserve rite..?u people who make me like this...wat did i do to get all of this?someone answer me pls?i need to knw..hmmm
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